I’m becoming everything that I hate
And I don’t want to die a fucking disgrace
I’m the man that ruins his name
Live a life full of lies and personal gain
I don’t want to die on my own here
And be pushed to death by my own fear
I don’t want to die while I lay here
And be swallowed whole by my own fear

It’s taking all my time
Staying up inside my head all night
I need to know ill make it through alright
Even the deepest tunnel has a light but
I will let you down even God don't want me now

You hide from your life cause you know your not living
See the devil in your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror
Are you starting to see these things clearer or will he never let you go

Step back took a look at my life
Held my breath cause all I want is to die
Lifeless violent hiding everything that I am
Shine the light
Reveal the truth, denial
Shine the light
Reveal the world you hide

I hate who I’ve become
I won't be forgiven for the things I've done
I hope you know that I will let you down even God don’t want me now

You hide from your life cause you know your not living
See the devil in your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror
Are you starting to see these things clearer or will he never let you go

He has a grip on your neck holding you tight with everything
In him. You try to break free but starting to realize this is who you've
Come to be

Never thought I’d find myself all alone fighting demons
Beneath my own skin
Hiding from words I've thought all along

I’m not the devil’s son

You hide from your life cause you know your not living
See the devil in your eyes when you look at yourself in the mirror
Are you starting to see these things clearer or will he never let you go